college senior. Happy to be alive. Spontaneity is my new thing. Life is only as complicated as you make it.
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I had a moment of weakness where I felt really bad and sad about what I found out. Silly, foolish me. I did nothing but show love and thats all I could do. At the end of the day, I would still love just as much as I did when we were together. At the end of the day, I did my part and expressed how I felt, you just refused to do the same. I’m stronger than I’ve ever been and it’s a damn shame that someone who had soooooooo much effect on me and my past, has nothing to do with my future. I guess it’s for the best. C’est La Vie! ^_^!
The person you used to talk to is snapchatting one of your Tumblr followers that you used to go to when there used to be a problem in the relationship….
If I ever have to wonder if you will tell me the truth, I don’t need you around.
Today is a rough one. Today is my aunt’s birthday and she passed a few years ago. I can’t stand that I can’t celebrate it with her anymore. Every year its gets harder and harder around her birthday because I remember all the laughs and conversations we had like it was yesterday. She was more than just my aunt; she was my bestfriend/grandmother/my rock/my comforter. I can’t believe that it’s been 5 years since she passed away. I feel so helpless without her voice in my ear sometimes. I never believed life existed without her as a kid.
So today I am attempting to celebrate her bday but its really hard to do it by myself. Today is defintiely one of those days that I wish I was home with my family to at least get a little bit of comfort. Today has been the hardest birthday yet since she’s been gone and I’m not sure what to do to feel better.
ATL in October! I’ve been every year since I’ve been in school… Clearly I can’t get enough of that place!!! lol
Pleased with how things are right about now. Now time to celebrate the thing I once hated.
You were my fantasy,
You gave me something no one else could ever give.
Seemed like a dream back then,
Another story, we were young and innocent.
We were a perfect picture,
Make believe I could not see it, even when
Time and time again you left me there,
Another happy memory.
too horny for life.
I apologize to anyone who will be offended by my excessive Beyoncé posts…
I mean I really don’t.
That awkward moment when you tried to do everything right, and went the extra mile and that still wasn’t enough. I guess God is just making room for people who I deserve to have in my life and who deserve to know what it feels like for me to love them. #MovingForward
Last night made me reevaluate a lot of the people and things in my life… Even when tho I’ve grown soooo much over the past few months… there is always room for more growth!